Now, another think I've been thinking about, which is something I think about all the time, is homeschooling my boys. I really want to do this, but I'm so afraid of failing. I recently found out that an old classmate/friend of mine is homeschooling her 9 year old. She just started in December and said it has been the best thing for them both. She too was scared and worried, but now she's planning on doing it next year as well. So she sent me some information so I hope to start doing this for the 2011/2012 school year for my oldest son who will be starting first grade.
I also have been struggling with what to do about my weight. I hate it! I have a vacation coming in July and don't want to look like a fat blob in all the pictures like I usually do. So I'm going to be doing Weight Watchers and doing some workouts on the Wii. Plus my mom and I are going to start walking again, once the weather warms up, which is soon!!
Now my weight is something I want to work on, but guess what, yup, I found out 2 weeks ago that I'm pregnant. We've been wanting another baby, of course we weren't really trying to hard. I took a test 2 weeks ago just for the heck of it, and I did a double take when I saw it said "Pregnant". I used the digital pregnancy test, which I was kind of unsure about. Well last Friday, I started spotting, no big deal, I hear people do that all the time. Well on Saturday evening I started having my period. I was so confused, so I got 2 more pregnancy test. The first one I took it in the late afternoon, and if I had 2 lines then that met I was pregnant. Well there was a dark line and the second line was very faint. Which the pregnancy test said that could happen, which met I was pregnant. So this morning, when I got up, I took the last one. This test reviewed 2 bright lines, again, meaning I'm pregnant. But now, I'm having a "normal" period as well. No cramps or discomfort, but I am going to be calling my doctor Monday morning to see what they say. I'm scared because this has never happen with my other pregnancies. I hope everything is okay. We will see tomorrow.
So this is why I haven't been posting much. I hope to be back here regularly soon.